I'll tell you, my life lately has been really crazy. On Friday/Saturday morning at 12:30 am, I saw a guy laying on the road with blood under him after he had gotten hit. I saw this for the first time and it has completely changed my life. I am more thankful for my own life and thankful for those around me. I ended up becoming best friends with a complete stranger (she was in the car with her boyfriend whom accidentally ran into this person). However, her boyfriend just so happened to go to school with my boyfriend's brother. That's all the information I will give out for confidentiality reasons. However, I will tell you... where there is evil, good lingers as well. Me and my boyfriend felt God's presence ever-so-powerfully there. And this person I befriended, she gave her life to Christ. -_- Me and my boyfriend are both naturally caring people, so when we saw the person laying on the road, we pulled over immediately. I got out of the car and did not even hear him tell me to go to the ones who hit the person (the other boyfriend and girlfriend). He had told me that he said that, but I got a chill as I realized something: I did not hear him say that. I smiled, however, realizing that the reason I did not hear him say that was because of the fact that I was lead by a Higher Power and did not hear anything around me but to go where God needed me to go. It was a very emotional, yet life-changing experience for me as well as my boyfriend. Him and I are more thankful for each other and for our own lives. And we realized how a life can be ended in mere nano-seconds. Now, I wont end there. Because, yesterday (Monday, 4/28), both Steven and I went to his McDonald's after I came to his house when I got off from work to eat dinner. We saw the same police that were there at the accident a couple days ago. We asked how the guy was doing. They said he's alive. I just got a chill of relief and I was praising God in my mind, heart, and soul. Saturday, the 26th, my boyfriend and I went bowling with our church college group at something called techno bowl at rodeo lanes here in fresno. I would get into that night's events, but it would not be appropriate and would be gossip. I am not intending to gossip in my journal, because I know it's not right. That didn't end until 1 am and then I went with my boyfriend and his classmate about 1 and a half hours away from here called Mariposa. They did an extra credit assignment by going to the cival war reenactment. We didn't stay long though, because he had to be back in fresno to work at 3 pm. We stayed long enough to go through the camps and learn how life was like and what resources they had back then. Then we all grabbed brouchers and headed back home to fresno, where we stopped (yet again ) at his mcDonald's and the three of us had lunch. Today, tuesday, I'm just here at his college because he has class from 3:30 pm to 4:45. It's now 3:49 pm. So yeah, then him and I are going to go to a youth/high school group tonight because he was invited to join tuesday nights with the high school group by the high school pastor (seeing as my boyfriend is studying to become a pastor and fulfill God's will for his life). So I'm going to be going to that with him tonight. However, let me explain the most important reason I am updating my journal here. After that techno bowl saturday/sunday morning, I ended up just going home with my boyfriend to his parents and stayed the night there because it was so late at night and we had to wake up at 6:30 am to leave fresno at 7 am. I didn't call my parents and tell them I was going to do that because steven and I both thought we had mentioned it when he picked me up saturday to go to walmart to fix his car then go with him to work so I would already be with him for the bowling event that night. Well, my stepmom, sunday night, said "that's it, I'm done, she's getting boxes tomorrow." So, needless to say, I came home last night (knowing the boxes would be there, I just had my love come with me for support as I went through everything and figured out what I was gonna keep or throw away and go from there) to see four flattened boxes against a dresser in the room I'm staying in. ~Sighs~ So I started going through stuff last night. Didn't get a lot done, but got more than nothing done. So, that's what's going on as of now. I will be moving approximately 15 minutes from where I live now. So, I will be moving in with my friend from church and her roommate. Please be keeping me in your dearest of thoughts through all of this, seeings as though this will be the first time I am living on my own. Wish me the best of blessings as well. And I love all of you guys. I will update again, soon. Laters.