Not a whole lot has happened in the last month really. I spent Valentine's Day with my love. He got me a bear from Build-A-Bear. It was really adorable. It's to help me with my walk with God. I'm a little down in the dumps right now, more so just emotionally tired. I slept for the longest time today but don't feel like I slept a wink really. I'm just waiting for my love to finish taking his quiz in his class right now. He's a sweetheart. <3 It's just that because of what's been going on in our lives, we're taking it out on each other a lot and it's not good. But I know that through Christ, we'll get through it. Over all, my Valentine's Day was so much fun. <3 Me and stepmom resolved a conflict for the first time today. ^_^! Her and I are gonna be okay, I think. Rather, I know we will be okay. Right now, I'm avoiding an email from my Dad's mom because I just frankly don't have the patience to read it right now. Her and I are getting into it because she doesn't understand why I made the decision not to go into the Air Force. But that's okay, because a lot of people don't understand why I make decisions for God. It's something that I can't really help, to be honest. I'm just sick of people jumping to conclusions before they know the whole picture. But anyways, to get onto a better note, my love and I are gonna go from here to a bible study with one of his coworkers and then to our college group tonight. I just feel that there's one thing that needs to be clarified here: I love all of you on dA very much and am sorry my visitations to the internet are so limited. I know a lot of you have helped me through hard times and some of you have without even knowing it. I love you for that. And a big shout out to =RandomGoth: I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND MAY GOD CONTINUE PROTECTING YOU UNDER HIS WING!

"When I passed by you again and looked upon you, indeed your time was the time of love; so I spread My wing over you and covered your nakedness. Yes, I swore an oath to you and entered into a covenant with you, and you became Mine," says the Lord God. - Ezekiel 16:8 NKJV

But I will end here and update my journal in about a month from now. I try to limit my journal entries to once a month so I actually have stuff to type about. ^_~ So yeah. But I love all of you guys and God bless you with a passion that goes beyond a fleshly love. <33

Love always, †dusk†