I've been doing okay and I'm happy because my mom let me on the internet here at her house. ^^ YAYS! I just put up a new avatar for myself on dA, cleared all my poetry out of my gallery, and edited other deviations to prevent copywrite infringement. So, yeah. Nothing much is going on with me other than the fact that I'm still waiting to hear from my recruiter about the final medical document for my treatment getting up to the san jose meps doctors. It's been over a week now and I still haven't heard anything from my ex-boyfriend after he hung up in my face last Saturday. -Sighs- It's like my friends have told me... "just move on," or "good riddens," or even "you don't need someone like that in your life that treats you that way." Now, while I agree with all of the above, a human being, (or any living thing for that matter, whether immortal or inhuman -smirks-), NEEDS to be loved or HAVE love in their life. It's just the way human nature works. -Sighs again, feeling defeated- Sometimes, I don't even like to tell people how I feel because they just... DON'T understand. u_u I'm single now, once again. That doesn't mean I'm going to give up on love, though. I know there's another man out there for me. I just have to be patient. And for any one of my friends here on deviantart that has relationship or love trouble, DON'T give up. Don't let one man or guy that you meet ruin your feelings on all guys in the world. There's a lot of sweethearts out there, a lot of sensitive men. You just have to have faith and look to the one above. I'm feeling awefully thoughtful tonight and I might type up a second part to my first submition of "They're Only Thoughts." I might or might not. But anywho, do NOT fret about being boyfriend and girlfriend with someone. Look at me, I'm twenty-two years old, and I'm STILL not married. But we all know that's because I haven't gotten my life straightened out, yet. But I will eventually. Now, I'm going to go now because nature calls. But just know that I love all of you guys out there and thank you for being there for me, you know who you are. Sometimes, if I didn't have my internet friends... I don't know what I would do. I need the internet. I need deviantart. I need that escape from reality, even if it is for a short period of time in a day. Or, even, in a lifetime. I'm getting too deep. I'm gonna get going. Love, peace, and remember: You are not alone in relationship blues. <33 ~dusk