Is ongoing and ever-present in dusky's life at the moment. My main stress lately has been my finances. Simply because I have been running short in my budget. That can get stressful and difficult. I've been having unusual physical pain beyond the norm lately as well. Stress from work, stress from paypal, stress from finances, from friends, and just plain stress from LIFE has gotten me so worked up I haven't been eating right at all. My stomach's been upset. It's not good. T_T My sweet love, ~Arrtos, has been the one to have to hear me cry from panic attacks lately. He's been the one to make me giggle and feel better, and for that: I LOVE YOU REW!!! He forever has my heart and my love because of that. I think I need to pamper myself or something, get away from all the stress for just ONE day. And the unfailing "kids" in the house woke me up again yesterday morning (sunday morning). Good 'ol kids. </3 Just wait until they get a job. They'll be realizing how it feels. In time, I suppose, in time. Well, I am badly in need of sleep right now. It's after 4 am already. y_y; :tired: Goodnight guys, I'll try to update again soon. <33

Is ongoing and unchanging at the moment. My three ports for hidden|dusk on furcadia have finally gotten uploaded. And they are my own ports I made. It's so exciting. I am updating here before I have to run to work. ~yay~ _-_x NOT! Well anyways, three ports uploaded are ports 2, 3, and 4. A newer revision of port 3 was submitted the other day to be accurate with the bat wings on furcadia. <33 It looks so cute. But as of now, my internet connection is working very well and hopefully there will be no problems. And if there is, my personal tech (my brother ) will be just a call away. Hehe. I love him and I still owe him money for the wireless router and card. But as of right now, I am actually overdrafted in my bank account. :tear: I was a wreck the other day when I found out I overdrafted. ~sighs~ But anywho, work was stressful last night, but hopefully wont be today. We'll see what happens. I gotta run and get ready for work now. I'll keep you all posted! TOOTS!

My brother came back over last night and spend a couple hours here and connected both me AND katelyn back onto the internet. Katelyn is my roommate's daughter. ^^ My brother is 1337 like that. He just is! So my mood is deep thanks for him taking time to come over here, and even more thanks toward my mom for driving him over here to work on the problem. But it has been resolved and I have internet again. But it is 5:18 am here in central california now and I can barely type at the moment. But just a little update on my internet connection. I am very thankful for my brother's keen tech skills. He is awesomeness. ^^! But I will be going now. Furcadia info: Dusky has her bat wings back! Incantago has primes and Dusky is about to have 3 ports, ones that I have made, uploaded to her char. ^^! So for those of you on furcadia, look for a furre named Hidden|Dusk, and tell me what you think of my ports. I need some pointers, however, I did these from scratch, no base picture, nothing, just pixels. I only have 1 portrait uploading and waiting for review, and two port spaces that are empty. I am going to wait until one is uploaded to make sure I did the colors and the remapping correctly. Anyway, for my friends on dA: I'll let ya' know of further issues and keep you posted via my nintendo dsi if that occurs. For my furry friends: see you on paw central! Um, yeah... t'was a joke. Heh. Anywho, TOOTS!

okay, well... i had internet there for about 4 days. then, i told stacy's daughter, who happens to have a laptop, to try connecting to the internet. she was able to. but every day after that, i have had no connection on the wireless network. my brother says the laptop, a wireless G, caused my wireless N to become incompatible with the network. boyfriend says the other wi-fi connections arround are interferring with the connection. who knows what the problem may be. it is 3 am CCT (central california time). my brother will be coming over to attempt to resolve the issue. until then, a hooking up of my computer downstairs closer to the wireless router and attempting to connect temporarily will be done by me. at this time, me connecting to the internet permanantly is unknown. i will keep you guys posted via my nintendo dsi. toots!

Status: Successful.
I finally went through dusky's deviantart and cleared all of the old deviations that she (I) didn't want anymore. I will be probably making a new avatar for my hiddendusk dA, and also posting poetry to my poetry account here on dA, ~pooka-love. I am very tired, as it is 5:16 in the morning here in clovis, california. I know, I know... I should be sleeping! But I'm so excited to have the internet again! Hehe. Well, I just wanted to update my journal here and let you all know that I will be using this dA account still, probably for future portraits on furcadia that I make and other stuff I feel necessary to put on here. Well, I'm tired and I need to spend time with my love before I crash out. Tootles!